pre-exam period

10/11

Hi. It’s November already. A year has almost passed.
Next week, I’ll be sitting for the first term STPM 2015.
I’m not holding much hope since obviously I’m not putting enough effort.
I don’t know what would I do in the future?
Go for nursing? Or just keep going on until Term 3?
I really have no idea.
Life’s seems like a flash.
You are not doing anything, yet it’s gone, just like that.
Whatever I do now, I just hope I wouldn’t regret in the future.
All I wish is a better life for my family, and that everyone of us is healthy and happy.
That’s all. As simple as that.

God, please lead me. Lead me through this storm of chaos and reach peace.

October 2014

Helo sweets!

In a flash, October is here!
Last week, I attended the school examination prayer at St Thomas Cathedral.
Although I'm not a christian, and am not planning to become one, I also believe in your God ok.
Thanks God for sending me a bunch of crazy nice friends which help me a lots throughout this half year of Form Six.
Starting this week, we would be doing the morning prayer everyday.
It's good, I've always believe in the power of beliefs.
One who has strong faith in their believes would not fall easily.

I'm starting to adapt myself to this new studying environment. Finally getting used to the hectic pace.
I'm lucky though to have Jayne again as my classmate.
She's a real easygoing person, and at times her craziness makes my boring life a little more cheerful.

I dunno why but this year seems like a very bad year.
You see, before, I never knew anything about death and sickness and accidents.
Don't get me wrong, of course I know the meanings, I know these things happen EVERYDAY, but they never got so close to my life, until this particular year.

A handful of people I knew had passed away in this very year. Before, I had never witnessed things like this. The passing of my grandfather had a great impact on my life.
And now, Cikgu William is back to God also.

We could never change fate, nor avoid death. But we could, always, learn to cherish life and appreciate people around us, so that when the day come, we leave no regrets behind.

Let us pray that the souls would rest in peace and live happily in eternity.