子欲养而亲不待

公公于2014年4月10日，安详的离开了我们。

公公，你的离去，带给家里人的打击不小。但是往好的方面来说，你终于解脱了。

不必再受病魔的折磨，不用再忍受洗肾的痛，不再在人间受苦。

这些年来，你从小做到老，只为维持家里的经济，成天担心儿孙吃不饱穿不暖，你真的辛苦了。

记忆中的你是多么的慈祥。虽然保守了一点，但是你却很会和我们交谈开玩笑。

你做事总规规矩矩，教导我们华人的传统。

（但是你的后事却办得草率，虽然我心有怨言，却无能为你做什么。）
虽然我一直不了解你的宗教，但是我是那么的相信你。因为我知道你不会欺骗我们，更不会对不起我们。
我很遗憾，没在你在世时多为你做点什么，多陪陪你，希望你不会怪我。
如今你唯一的牵挂应该是婆婆吧！我会尽量抽空去陪陪她老人家。

今天已是你走后的第101天（20/7/2014），但是一切有如一场梦，至今踏入屋里，还是有点不敢相信，你已经不在了。
还记得你晚上吃饱后最喜欢坐在客厅看电视，偶尔我们去你就陪我们聊几句，睡前偶尔会吃点宵夜。你最喜欢吃果条了。

公公，如果你在天有灵的话，希望你可以保佑婆婆一直早日康复，子孙事事顺利平平安安。
原谅我的不孝，无法出席你的头七、七七、百日祭典。

FORM SIX

FORM SIX/STPM.
Something that everybody would try to avoid. But usually due to two reasons, people has no choice but go for it.
First reason, lack of financial support to go to University/collge.
Second reason, you just don't know what to do.
So, I've go for Form 6, and my reasons are the both of the above.

First few days were real bad.
Everybody is like one or two chapters ahead of us and I was always so blur about what to do.
You should keep in mind that Form 6 is very very very different from Form 5.
It's a lot's TOUGHER, and the whole term is very packed with lots of topics to cover.
We will be having out first public test early November, so the teachers are all rushing through the syllabus hoping that we could make it before the August mock exam.
So, it was quite a hard life for lazy bugs like myself to try to be hardworking and catch up.
There are so many things to learn and to do.
Every few days the teachers will ask us to stay for extra class.
Then, we have co-curriculum activities two days a week.
Which left us about only one afternoon free.
So everyday is tiring and busy.
I am dreading on everyday.
SUFFERING.

My chemistry teacher is the worst of all.
The first lesson and she was already picking on my chemistry knowledge.
which left me real stress every chemistry lessons.
I can't afford to make mistakes, because she would be looking on me.

就算你再努力，恐怕连C都考不到。I would be really happy if you get a C.

FUCK?
Then she said this

Maybe you should consider taking courses like SECRETARY COURSE or some sort of EVENT ORGANIZING course.

Like seriously? I'm not bragging or what but THERE ARE LIKE THOUSANDS OF STUDENTS OUT THERE WHO GOT EVEN WORSE GRADE FOR THEIR SCIENCE SUBJECTS AND THEY ARE TAKING SCIENCE STREAM ALSO so why should I give up?

我知道我有点心高气傲but so what?!
我认为我有这样的能力 ok'

不要heng heng给我考到 C以上， 不然你就真的是狗眼看人低了fk