Graduating.....

Hello bloggie!

I can't believe how fast time flies! ( yes, always this phrase ' time flies ' but it's true! )

In a blink of an eye, it's already the end of October.

Believe it or not, SPM is starting in 7 days! 

And of course, lazy like me ain't ready at all. Shit.

It's already 2 months since my last update, and many things had taken place.

First, I've gotten my license last month! YEAH :) 

Now I can finally drive on my own without having to rely on my parents. 

Second, two exams had passed and both were not good. 

Third, tuition ending this week. I'm so gonna miss the chit-chatting times :(

Fourth, we are graduating!!

Nonetheless, high school life has changes me a lots.

Whether it's good or bad, it's something I finally learned to cherish.

I finally realized there won't be another 5 years like this and the memories are precious enough to be remembered my whole life.

The saddest thing about graduation is losing contact with your friends.

I hate going through a new cycle of self-introduction and knowing new friends.

How I wish our friendships would maintain, even if we seldom contact. 

No words could express how I feel.

At the same time, graduating from high school also mean I'm an half-adult now.

I have to take up the responsibility of taking care of my family.

This year my family has been through a very hard time due to financial problems and I really really hope I could help lessen the burden of my parents.

But mum always insist that education is the only way to success.

My future career would considered by the salary it could offer, not the joy of it.

Currently I'm interested on two pathways, one is psychology and the other is law.

Which should I choose?

Whatever happen, I believe I could overcome it with great faith and dedication.

I only wish that Buddha would bless me and give me enough strength to overcome every obstacles in my life, and to provide my family a better life condition in the near future.

Happy Graduation and good luck in SPM :)

Seven-TEEN

 5 JULY
Hi deadly blog.
I'm officially 17 in 2 hours time. YEAH.
I'm so happy someone remembers my birthday, at least. But am also disappointed because my best friends seem to have forgotten.
Am I just so unworthy of as a friend?
Geez. Enough of this crap. Let's talk about something else.
Hari Sukan ended yesterday. My last Sports Day for High school.


4 AUGUST
Hi again! I've done a few changes to my blog. LIKEYYYYY :D
Here's a news.
I'm CHOSEN FOR THE 2014 batch PLKN/ NASIONAL SERVICE.
Thrill!
At first I was scared and not willing to go.
But after thinking again and getting advices from friends and family, I finally decided I would go!
It will be a good chance for me to do a great change to myself, physically and mentally.
So getting picked isn't that bad after all.
And geez, I'm starting my driving lessons!
It's kinda fun even though I still couldn't drive smoothly after 4 tries.
It's okay. I'm still a beginner isn;t it? hehe.
Update more later :)

After a long break from blogging

After all these years and months, I still find blogging a great comfort whenever I need to spit.

Just a few days ago, I had a quarrel with a good guy friend. I was so angered at that time that I eventually shouted a girl friend to shut up when she opened her mouth.

It was truly my fault and I apologize to her later but it seemed like she wasn't ready to forgive me yet.

I was okay with that because it was my fault and I had no one but myself to blame and she has the right either to forgive me or the other way round.

So I gave her some time to cool herself before taking the next step.

But then when I read her status at facebook, I cannot help but feel angered. 

I don't understand why the heck she felt the need to post everything there when obviously doing so doesn't help if not worsen the situation. 

Yes, you have your freedom of speech. But do you seriously believe I would befriend you again after reading your status even if you forgave me? Obviously you misunderstood the other friends and me. Accusing me of acting innocent in front of them and not understanding you at all. 

Now, I disagree with what you had to say. First, I did not do that. I did not even discuss with them about you. Syok? Next, you never give people the chance to be close to you. Even if people asked, you would just fake an answer. So why even ask?

So yes. It's a sad thing this incident broke between us.




LATEST UPDATE : Things seem to be going well again.
Until next time readers! :D

31/5/2013

Dear bloggie.

I miss you. I miss typing. I miss everything and everyone.

Life's been busy lately. I have to work every day and I have no time for my friends.
I feel bad, I feel lonely. I miss talking and laughing around with my friends.

I miss the old me. The one who was able to talk easily with people around. At least, been able to chat heartily with besties. Those were the great memories.

Life's a bitch when you are no longer a kid.

18 May 2013

Hey guys! What's up?
Oh yea. EXAMINATION MODE ON.
But I'm a little crazy over this GBA games especially Harvest Moon! Opps.
Guess I'm failing my exams AGAIN :(
Life's still the same.
Short on money. Dreading homework. Sleeping a lots.
What else?
I know. I'm not making any effort to improve life.
But what to do.
NO MOTIVATION .

I'm so envious of those fans who could go to Jay Chou's OPUS CONCERT!
If only I could go...........................

Recently things aren't going well between mum and me.
She seems to be displeased with every little mistake I do.
I felt angry and sad at the same time.
It seems like everyone in the family has a problem with me.
Now, what did I do?

Life's a mess now and I wonder when will the sun shines again.

陳凰瑜

在2009年的某一天，緣分讓我們相識。剛好你是欣蓉的朋友，又那麼剛好我和欣蓉同班，我們才有機會相識。

從那年起，我們之間就開始了很多很多的美好回憶。雖然很多事情已經不似從前，但我相信，我們一起瘋過的日子，將會是我中學裡最美好的回憶。

那些年，我們一起走路逛街。第一次，我搭上11號巴士，從學校走到肯雅蘭。從東走到西、從北走到南。

那些年，我們一起第一次去唱K。我們一起去看電影。一起去吃Madam Tang.

那些年，我們一起參加RC、一起skip RC、一起quit RC.

那些年，我們一起去Hocklee 瘋。

那些年，我們一起去游泳(我承認了！我們是去玩水哈哈）

那些年，我們一起煲電話粥，從晚上聊到天亮。一起聊八卦、聊帥哥、聊討厭的人。

那些年，我們一起追巴士。還記得我們在馬路旁一直跑一直跑，所有形象都沒有了。

那些年，我們一起在KBOX瘋狂唱歌，搗亂，發花痴。

那些年，我們一起去團拜。

這麼一想，時間真的過了挺久了的。你還記得嗎？

說來還挺慚愧，我到現在還不知道你的華文名怎麼寫。paiseh 我只知道有個芩字。

BONG, 生日快樂！17歲萬歲！

不知道你有沒有那麼一點點想念我們的過去？

Hello April

Hello April.

March holiday had just ended. I spent the whole week working and only managed to get an off day to the cinema. Watched AH BOYS TO MEN II. 

Superb. Fantastic. I'm a fans of director Jack Neo :)

I started watching his movies when I was a child. The first would be I NOT STUPID, if I weren't mistaken.

Whatever he had done can't change the fact that his movies are so touching and meaningful. Looking forward to Ah Boys To Men part III.

As you all know, exam papers were given throughout the week before the holiday had started.

I was absent for some good reasons, and I was quite nervous about the papers.

My result was overall okay, without any fail, turned out that I was lucky. * cheers *

I got 2Es. 40 for Chemistry and 41 for Additional Mathematics.

Well. I never expected higher grades for these subjects. So I am satisfied.

I got a surprised gift. I passed my Moral * thanks goodness * with a Grade C+.

I considered that as a good start. I never got higher than 45 marks for Moral.

The only subject that disappointed me was English. I did not expect to get such marks. But then it was acceptable since I just simply wrote the essay. Just a little disappointed. No big deal.

Today, I went for another movie with my sister.

THE GHOST CHILD/TOYOL.

It's a chinese movie alright, but the actors spoke a little malay in it.

Quite nice. Enough horror.

Recommended :D

It's April.

Happy Belated Day to my fellow brother Desmond, whose birthday falls on the 5th of April.

And also Happy Belated Day to my primary school girl friend Natalie, whose birthday falls on the 4th of April. 

Sweet Seventeen to both of you. I missed the old time when we would gather together at this time of the year to celebrate :)

Happy Belated Day also to my dearest cousin Daisy, who was born on the 3rd of April, 1995.

Sweet Eighteen! No longer a child! :)

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Amelia Goh who loves red. Sweet Sixteen! I wish you a blast birthday and enjoy being sixteen. 

25/1 FRIDAY

--- CLICK NUFF ---

Hello guys!

It's another Friday. YEAH ^^

I've been getting lazier and lazier.

BUT

I'm trying hard to keep myself going.

Motivating myself now and then.

YOU HAVE COME THIS FAR, DON'T GIVE UP NOW

Yes. This is what I tell myself.

I'm not giving up now. NO WAY.

Not after I spend so many years studying.

No after my parents spend so much money on my education.

Yes. Sometimes I slow down.

I work things out slowly.

BUT

I know I'm going to reach the finishing line.

I know I can.

I CAN DO IT. 

2013年第一章

- KINDLY CLICK　NUFFNANG. -

完美並不存在 Perfect itself doesn't exist.

Greetings to Earth. It's the second week of  the new year 2013.
School turns out fine. Just a little busy and rush.
I'm still the same old me, fat and lazy.
It's the new year, and in six month's time I'm turning Seventeen.
I'm looking forward to it. Because it means I'd be legally able to drive ( not that I know how to drive :S )
Anyway, back to school.
Teachers are so far okay, so are the lessons.
At least I managed to finish most homework given, except for Mathematics and Additional Mathematics.
Additional Mathematics is really challenging. I feel so happy and satisfy whenever I solve a question correctly. Cheers hehehe.
As for Moral subject which I usually distaste, I try my best to reduce my aversion toward it, for my own good. I don't really wanna my SPM cert get ruined by Moral.
So yeah, DEFINISI, I will conquer you :P

I also try to control my temper.
Not wanting to lose any friends in this last year of school.
I still feel like a junior HAHAHA :P

I'm going to plan a few hangouts with friends.
It's predictable that after Chinese New Year no one will be able to go out anymore :(
Except for me. HEHEHE.
Thanks goodness I'm still allowed to play computer and go out once in a while.
Why once in a while? Because my mum just hates to drive me out.

I'm currently using the GOOGLE CHINESE INPUT which is kinda good.
It has Traditional Chinese Pinyin Input which other chinese word systems don't have.
So yeah. That's all for now I guess. Might blog more later. BYE